অর্থহীন আর অসংলগ্ন

আজকাল প্রায়ই এই পৃথিবীটাকে বড় অসহ্য লাগে

ইছহে করে আছড়ে ফেলে পা দিয়ে পিষে ফেলি,

বিরক্ত,ক্লান্ত আর সবকিছু অসহ্য লাগে।

মানে খুজে পাই না কিছুর,

সব যেন এক কাল সপ্নের মত;

যে সপ্নের কোন শেষ নেই।

ইছহে করে শেষ করে দেই সব। কেছহা খালাস।

অসম্ভব কষ্টের এই পৃথিবীতে মানুষ হয়ে বেচে থাকা আসলেই বড় কষ্টের।

রাস্তার পাশের ময়লা কাপড়ের অভুক্ত মানুষ আর

তারই পাশে আকাশচুম্বী দালানের ভেতর

সুখের সব উপকরনের ভেতরে বসবাস করা মানুষের

মধ্যে কোন পার্থক্য নেই আজ।

চাওয়ার শেষ নেই মানুষ নামের জড় বস্তু গুলোর আজ।

ধনী আর গরীব শব্দগুলো বড় অশ্লীল শোণায়

অশ্লীল কোন ক্যাবের সস্তা শিরোনামের মতো।

সৃষ্টির কাছে তার স্রষ্টা পরাজিত

কাগজের নোটের কাছে মানুষ নামের প্রানের কোন দাম নেই

অভাগার দল এতো বোকা?

তারই সৃষ্টি আজ তার প্রভু?

যার চাওয়ার শেষ নাই সেতো সবসমই গরীব;

তাহলে কেন মিছে এই শব্দ দুটোর অশ্লীল প্রয়োগ?

আকাশ ভরা তারাদের দিকে তাকালে হাসি আসে

যে আকাশের কোন শেষ নেই

সেই অসীম আকাশের দিকে তাকিয়ে কাব্য লিখে কি লাভ তাহলে?

যার শেষ নাই তারতো শুরুই হতে পারে না,পারে কি?

My Mistakes

Everyone pays for his mistakes. And I have made such mistakes which costing me Four long years. I respected the law and been fair,that was my mistake.I truly been fair and respected the law,God is my witness. Never knew that being fair would cost me that long years,deprive me from my wife and my family life. No,it is indeed not fair at all. But who will do the justice ? Everybody pays back by his coin,that term uses if you do something bad then something bad will also happen with you,but If you don't do something and if you suffer then what term should be used?

17 years now

My Father, Eventually,I am turning like him.

"If tears could build a stairway
And thoughts a memory lane
I would walk up to the heaven
And bring you back home."

R.I.P : Abba 04.12.1995

Never enough no matter how much I thank God for gifting me such amazing parents. I miss you Abba. I wish you were here now. I really needed you now.

Spastic Poetry

I talk to my self
I talk with my misery
I seek freedom
I don’t find a way.
I see things around
I see the sadness
I see colors turning into fade
I see tears
I see wars
I see poor with their shaken hands
I see blinds
I see deaf
I wonder why ?
Why God has chosen to made them like that?

My eyes search for something
And I wish I knew what that was
I put words
Try to make a rhyme
sadly they dont sound like a rhyme
I am not caring about grammar
To put my words together
I feel careless
as i am ruthless now
Do as I want to do,
I feel anger
I wish I could breach what ever I want to breach,
What is the point of all these laws?
If that cant keep you safe and happy?

My life is now like my old faded carpet
No shine and filled with dusts
I wish I knew the meaning of my empty thoughts.

No answers for simple easy questions

Asking to live a normal natural life is not enough,then why I am deprived from that simple thing?

I am now

The only son who can't look after his Mother. Can't look after her because he ain't have enough money to take her to a good doctor.

The only brother who couldn't look after his only Sister when she gone through her pregnancy,couldn't feed her good food when she needed the most.

A husband who often fails to show his love to his Wife. Portrayed himself only with his bad temper. Couldn't take her many places,couldn't bought her many things,couldn't keep her happy all the time.She works hard and help me to survive as she is the men of the house and i am the women who does nothing but eat,sleeps and hang around with friends. She owes me a lot and i don't know how to repay her kind help.

The only uncle who can't afford to buy cookies and chocolates for his Nephew and Nieces.

This is me now,all i have for them is my endless love and nothing else.